Brace yourself for a crash landing, this year already isn't going to plan

Sunday, 4 February 2018

I'll be blunt and to the point; I'm starting off this year feeling shit, alone and honestly contemplating going to the doctors to speak to somebody. I entered 2018 with a buzz of wanting to completely knock all my projects out of the park and get ready for how exciting the year was going to be - but literally in the first month I'm facing a huge life change that whilst I could see coming, took me out from under my feet and left me with a panicked feeling that comes over me atleast 46 times a day. 

Sometimes you just fall out of love with a person, and despite how wrapped up in each other lives you are, you do have to look after yourself, put yourself first and do the right thing for you. Either incredibly selfish or the best piece of advise, it's down to the person but for me I just had to make the big life change despite how empty it was going to make me feel. 

Ever felt utterly empty but at the same time felt so clear minded about a decision? 

So yeah, if you haven't guessed already my partner and I broke up. It fucking sucks, but things happen, people change and after feeling like I wasn't here on this planet for atleast a week I've decided it's not going to halt my life and I've been so eager to get back into things. Thats the last I'll speak of it, it's happened and I'm moving on with my life. I've had so many exciting ideas for my blog Heartshapedbones and it's been hard to silence them for a couple of weeks whilst I sorted out my shit, but finally I'm getting myself in a good place, with my own space and not letting a three year break up ruin my life. 

Theres so much I could say but this is the internet and theres a voice inside me that's telling me to keep it tight like Kylies mystery baby so thats all I want to say. Shit happens, it sucks, but 2018 is still going to be my year despite starting it with a life shake. 

 I want to get back  into blogging but I needed to get this off my chest first before I carried on, it'd only be weird to disappear for weeks then be like 'oh hai guys here's how to style black on black when wanting a layered spring look'. You feel me? You might not of even noticed I'd left, but anyway, lets get back to creating magical alternative content for you fashion/lifestyle blog lovers! 

I've just moved into a new house which is another reason I've been a little invisible on the internet, but finally with all my stuff put away I wanted to take some shots inside and also show my face because it feels like forever. I thought I'd have a little change (more to save my hair from damage) so I gave into the hair colour I've always wanted and turned myself into a little red head! It's darker and more Auburn than planned, but soon it'll be a brighter orange to make things more fun. I love it so much - I've always been a black hair kind of girl till I die but I'm happy to be lighter and a tad more normal than past colours I've tried.

Adultings pretty hard when you think you're already doing it, I turn 24 in five days and I really didn't think this is how I was going to spend it. I'm happy but at the same time I think this is a huge new chapter to my life that unexpectedly has happened. If anything I'm curious and excited to see how this year will go, I have some huge plans and I just can't wait to spend them with people who I love and support. 

I thought I'd have more to share in terms of this being a little life update, but it's straight to the point where I can now just get back to what I love doing. I have a number of exciting projects both for my blog and store in the works and I can't wait to share them with you guys!

Until next time guys,

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  1. Wishing you all the good vibes in the world lovely. I hope you feel better soon. Congrats on the new house and these photos are so gorgeous. Can't wait to see what this year brings for your blog!
    Jen, velvet spring x

  2. I love these photos! Congrats on the new house. Im sorry to hear about your relationship, but sometimes if its not meant to be its not meant to be. Lifes too short not to be happy and to hold onto something that might be broken. At least you are looking towards the future and feeling excited. Proud of you.

    Hayley xx


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